從你的部落格
到與你MSN的對話
讓我有種不安的感覺
我總是覺得
你好像有些感慨
不太喜歡現在的生活

我知道你的身體狀況不太理想
所以
好好照顧自己的身體
別整天熬夜
別等到半夜三更才當水鬼
別忘了你有關心你的家人和朋友
我想他們應該都希望你過得很好吧

不開心的時候
不妨聽聽輕音樂
或是吃點巧克力
還是好好睡上一頓覺

也許有很多事情我無法幫上忙
但是有一件事情我想我一定做得到
就是聆聽

請記得
在你最失落
最悲傷的時刻
這裡有一雙耳朵隨時聆聽你

好不容易 Kjartan Salvesen 的 Then Silence 終於下榜了。
當然，如果你喜歡這首歌可以到本人的"Billboard 金曲榜"下載

今次上榜的曲目是荷蘭 Goth Metal 樂隊 Within Tempation 的 Memories
其主唱 Sharon den Adel 的聲音被評為“被水淹沒的哀傷之音”

In this world you tried,
Leaving me alone behind.
There's no other way,
I pray to the gods let him stay.
The memories cease the pain inside,
Now I know why.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagining you here.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try,
To find my way back in this life.
Hope there is a way,
To give me a sign you're okay.
Reminds me again it's worth it all,
So I can go home.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagining you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
In silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories,
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments,
Imagining you here.
All of my memories keep you near,
In silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories...

一首記載祖父與祖母刻苦銘心愛情的歌曲

 

 

 

蛻變.............................

 

 

 

哈,好深的學問!

雖然我都看不太明白

但是對我而言

這無形中回答了一直隱藏在我心中的問題

我想我從未順利闖過這一關

受挫的滋味固然不好受

但是只有如此才能成長

畢竟沒有一段感情是不必經過考驗的

我還記得雪萊老師對我說的一句話

 

『有機會的話應該多拍幾次拖

   這樣你才能成為更加出色的男朋友』

 

同是天涯淪落人

在此也順便與耀強共勉之

一次的失敗並非永遠的失敗

我相信我們能如同學萊老師所說的

將會是非常出色的男朋友喔!

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'
 
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold that he always thinking of someone else and wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

'Dear Mom,

 

I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You’. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't al lowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from,

 

God, Jesus & Me.